Published at: 03:02 pm - Monday February 18 2008
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Carved by Angels
*.:Carved by Angels:.* A curse to the cold weather.
Dark brows twitched in annoyance as snowflakes continued to sprinkle down from the fairly clear night sky above.
If its snowing there should be more clouds… Sajery hiked up his light beige coat loosening the black scarf that was wrapped around his neck to ease his temper. Someone brushed past Sajery just as he was about to slide through a break in the crowd it took everything not to scoop some snow in his hands and hurl it at the rude human.
Alas that would mean he d have to touch the damned cold flakes even more.
Winter was a season he d never be used to the temperature far from what he was used to at his home realm. He spared a second of gratitude that the winds had died down since earlier that morning as he walked to work. Sable the coffee shop had such a wonderul aroma of coffee and baking that even now a shiver of warmth ran through him. Shards of pure white brushed against his face and streams of music reached his ears barely audible above the din of the general public. Dark brown eyes narrowing in curiosity he followed the sounds. Crossing the street and walking down a fancy alley Sajery did not expect to find a huge sheet of ice with people gliding everywhere. Piano combined with some tamborine-sounding instrument and a beat now played sounding out into the wintery air.
It was a skating rink.
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Sajery ventured closer to the metal handrail that skirted along the open ice dark brown eyes gazing over those who were skating. A smirk began as he noted most of the humans weren t skilled or strong in the activity but it faded when something caught his eye. Far in the distance a human glided effortlessly over the shimmering surface. As it neared Sajery noticed to his surprise that it was a young male who moved so gracefully weaving between other skaters with great care. Black locks trailed behind the creature in a low ponytail some bangs of varying length framing it s heart-shaped face. Embarrassment flitted over Sajery s face the realization of him looking at a human for so long finally making contact with his mind that had drifted away somewhere as he watched the lithe figure sway on the edge of it s skates before bending back the other way in time to the music.
Suddenly the human leapt off the ice and spiraled in the air defying gravity for a single great second before landing again one leg streched out behind him. And the creature was now drawing closer gliding backwards from the momentum of the jump. Unconsiously Sajery pressed his body against the cool metal bar leaning over it in hopes to gain the human s attention as it passed. Some emotion surged through his chest when the young man did not notice him the feeling sweeping through him banishing the cold he felt from the snowflakes as they continued to fall from above.
There was a look of subdued exhilaration on the human s face as it made it s way around the rink performing tricks and feats worthy of applause. An almost sombre song began bells accompaning a string instrument. Each note was struck with a lingering echoing that made his heart wrench the music seeking memories to follow along the melody. White bangs fell untucked from behind a pierced ear as he leaned forward once more gaze never leaving the young one. This time he was ready when the human rose his arms before drawing within his body while balancing on one leg Sajery s gloved hands gripped the metal railing as his breath caught.
Again for a moment the human left the ground in a spiralling jump arms pressed to his chest. Locks licked the air like streaks of black fire bangs dancing across the young one s face tense with concentration. The loose flowing shirt of dark blue rippled at the sudden movement offering Sajery a fine presentation of how small a frame the human had. All of this he noticed in that moment and just as quickly as it happened the human fell back onto the ice before the shards of ice from his jump had time to settle. A smile rather shy to appear pulled at his black-painted lips before it disappeared. Glancing around his sudden frown quickly faded when he caught sight of an empty bench to his right.
He didn t know how long he sat there simply admiring the skater. A few others preformed notable tricks but they lacked the passion the young human in the dark blue shirt seemed to have. There was a definite difference between that certain dark-haired human and a blond that caught his gaze a few times. The fair-haired human too did spirals and alternated between skating backwards and sweeping loops his moves were not as seamless as the dark-haired one.
Maybe he s a professional… Dark brown eyes followed every motion the young creature made and came down to the conclusion that indeed the human must be a pro or one in the making at the very least. The song s volume now rose gathering tension as words began telling a story. More emotion and pain rose to the surface like champagne bubbles the pain was just as sharp as the wine.
As the song reached a paticularly poignant section the human rose his arms and let them sway with the rest of his motions as if he were truly before a pannel of judges offering everything he had in the presentation. Each movement seemed to have been on the spot with no sign of preparation or set order. It was… Beautiful.
Wait…The movements…Or the human? Sajery stood quickly and left the creature behind. But the next day he deviated from his path home and almost hesitantly did he approach the outside rink once more. Dark eyes searched through the passing figures and found the young one with a ghost of a smile. Today the human was wearing a snug turtleneck cream-colored and soft-looking. His hair was unbound this time ruffling behind him as he skimmed over the ice. The strands took to the air easily hinting that the human took great care in the locks that fell to his waist on the rare moments he stopped his impromptu routine.
Since then Sajery did his best to visit the rink after work. Every night the human was there and each time the surface demon saw the creature his heart thawed little by little. Gradually he noticed his temper had begun to fade a few times it had been snowing rather hard but Sajery continued to pass by the rink in hopes to watch the human once more. The cold and snowflakes were both something he strongly disliked but for some reason he found himself unconsiously journeying through both on those snowy days. And on those days there were no curses towards the weather or disappointed scowls when the snowflakes fell on his face melting and cooling his skin threatening to wash off his white face makeup.
* It took a week to realize he was truly interested in the human that he longed to speak to him learn about him and perhaps start a friendship. It took another week to convince himself to do so and far too many sleepless nights until he finally found the courage to reach out rather than wait on the edge and simply watch. He had done so for so long and now to be the one that moved first…
After all that time he learned that the closing time on this certain evening Friday was eight-thirty. Contrasting the human s apparently spur of the moment flawless motions Sajery made a brief plan on what to do. Digging into his pockets he pulled out a five dollar bill and hurried to the small shop booth beside the rink. The line was troublesome a human woman at the front had a child who couldn t make up it s mind it s whining high voice brought a faint grimace to his face.
I really have kept my temper down…I d probably be plotting to ram snow down the kid s jacket by now… A couple minutes passed and finally he placed his order.
Grinning to himself Kichay stretched an arm aross his chest while skating towards the edge of the ice. It had been another wonderful night of practice another step closer to perfecting his skills for the upcoming competition. His leg muscles were a little sore after all that work but it wasn t enough to dampen his mood. Stepping off the ice he carefully crossed over the snow-covered cement and sat himself in one of the benches. Breathing a sigh of relief the young man bent down to untie his white skates fingers nimbly plucking at the strings to loosen the skate shoes.
Hmmm…I ll drop by a diner for supper buy a nice warm mug of hot chocolate and head home… It was now or never – Sajery waited until the human finished pulling his winter boots on before making his move.
Unsually nervous the surface demon slowly made his way towards the bench where the creature sat butterflies rampant in his stomach. It seemed to take forever but somehow he stopped infront of the long-haired man. Gentle lapis eyes shyly flickered up bright with mirth and polite confusion. A smile brought on by embarrassment threatened to break across Sajery s artifically masked face.
Here. Voice unintentionally curt Sajery saw the almost frightened blink the human gave at the tone he used. Silently cursing himself he tried again It s hot chocolate I thought you might like some after your skating… Any fear of rejection that most humans would give to a complete stranger faded when the young man looked at the cup he offered tilting his head to the side the movement probably unintentionable yet rather cute.
Thank you The human took his gift into his slender hands they touched for a moment. A shiver ran through his body when they met eyes and he fought against it drawing his beige coat closer to his body. It occured to the surface demon that this was the first time he had ever heard the young one s voice. The sound was clear and soft at the same time shy and still outgoing to an extent.
I hope his personality does not contradict his beautiful appeareance… That was kind of you…How much was this sir I-I ll pay you back. Those shy blue eyes ran over his face still sparkling with gratefullness. Sajery looked away suddenly causing his bangs to fall over his face
You don t have to pay me back don t worry about it. What s your name? Daring to glance at the young human he saw a sudden smile cross over that smoothly featured face.
It s Kichay…What s yours? There was true interest behind the soft question. The surface demon felt more at ease quite sure now that his appearance did not intimidate the young creature.
Sajery… The tension he heard in his words vanished with a quiet laugh when the human repeated his name looking more and more friendly. D-do you want some company tonight?
There was probably nothing worse to say. Well there was surely but now Sajery guessed Kichay would blink in disgust at the question. Such a phrase was probably used by whores or night companions and if the younger thought that that was the reason of his interest…
Hey that d be great! The prospect of not having to walk home alone as well as some time with the man who bought him hot chocolate both sounded great. Setting the beverage down momentarily the young man gingerly placed his skates in his bag after wiping off the ice with his hand. Trying to keep his wet hand from zipping the bag closed he rested it on his knees keeping them steady.
H-Here…I ll do that for you Kichay. The man s hands seemed to tremble before lifting his skate bag from his lap for a second Chay wanted to protest the thought of another possibly running off with his most prized possession.
One of the few posessions I have… But that single moment faded as he watched Sajery zip everything securely and wrapped the strap around his shoulder. Wide blue eyes faltered as they watched the man do so then blinked in surprise. Gloved fingers offered him a hankerchief. Warmth spread across his cheeks at the kindness that was showering over him and with a great desire to chuckle he managed to take the offered cloth without doing so.
He s so…Thoughtful… He noticed the blush. The human s coyness was endearing already every shy meeting of the eyes made him return each and every smile the young one gave him. It was absurd for him to seek a relationship of any kind to a human – was it allowed for a surface demon any demon to wish to make contact with one?
After Kichay wiped his hands on the hankerchief Sajery to the damp cloth back and then returned the skate bag asking where they d go. The young creature beamed at him obviously happy at being asked where to go. It irked the surface demon at how lively this human was but quickly put the wondering to rest when a suggestion was made.They shared a coffee and some muffins at a lounge shop a few blocks away. Kichay was seventeen four years younger and was hoping to be a professional skater someday. More bits and pieces of information were exchanged and as time passed their coffee hot chocolate in Kichay s case began to cool. But their interest in each other didn t.
The human had asked if he could possibly be walked home eyes not meeting his. The surprise at such a request did not last long a smile not as shy as before grew on Sajery s face.
For some reason the young one only wanted Sajery to accompany him up to the entrance to a building not wanting the demon to go any further. Again that wondering began and persisting Sajery gave a small laugh
Don t worry if there s socks all over the place…My home s not too clean so don t worry. He hoped the younger didn t think he was implying anything as he started for the entrance door. A thud echoed through the hollow stairs to the apartments.
His…Skate bag… A hand suddenly gripped his sleeve tugging him away from the door
No please! I-It s alright you don t need to… Dark brown ran over the younger s face where some kind of fear was visible beneath the smile. It was different from the other smiles Kichay had given… It was artificial hiding something just like the make-up he wore over his face to hide his stained face.
Chay? He kept his voice very soft as if any louder would ve broken the mask the young one had. To think that such a sweet creature had to use such a front that there was something so troubling it had to be hidden.
And for him to make his face tell a lie… Not caring that earlier that evening was the first he actually met the human he placed his gloved hand over Kichay s which still held onto the fabric of his cloth. Why are you so concerned?
Those blue eyes wavered from his gaze before falling back to the ground with a laugh
I m not concerned no I just don t want you to trouble yourself.
Taking the discreet hint Sajery mentioning it d be good to talk over coffee again sometime soon. The true smile and nod thawed his heart even more. The evening spent with such a charming creature left him more eager that he d let on. The next day he drifted off in his mind at times while at work thinking over the things he had learned about the young one. A few times he nearly combined wrong ingredients for a Chocolate Mocha almost added too much baking powder in the Honeyed Scones and put a CD in the player and forgot to push the play button. A woman who worked there giggled as she usually did covering her mouth the same way Kichay had when he had laughed Sajery preferred it when Kichay did so.
She had asked if he had a girl he met the night before because You re so in the clouds today Mr. Sajery! You weren t like this yesterday!
He had no last name – surface demons seldom did.
That evening everything had been the same except for an incident that brought Kichay to tears. Sajery didn t have to lean over the bars to gain the young skater s attention. Kichay often sent him bright smiles and still even though he knew he was being watched continued to skate as beautifully as before.
He doesn t flaunt his skills even though he knows he has an audience… Most humans would – the ones he knew which were few certainly would ve spruced up their performance in hopes to please. The wintery ice that had encased his heart was unable to withstand the warmth Kichay gave off at every little thing.
Dangerous…I only met him yesterday and already my heart is half-thawed… Then sudden and rather abrupt the blonde-haired skater he had noticed before the one who was good that tricks yet could not rival with Kichay s grace and skill glided to the young one s side. As did a girl his age taking the other side of Kichay talking and laughing. Dark eyes narrowed as they noticed the surprised fear in those blue eyes that did not meet with the other strangers.
They must be strangers… Both of them seemed to vying for the young skater s attention apparently unfamiliar with one another.
Kichay having admirers was not a shock for who could not help but wish for such a partner friend or more. But there was some sort of tautness in the young one s face a certain expression that wasn t dislike but close to it. Of course it was faint and probably went unnoticed by humans they could be so unobservant sometimes. A twinge of jealousy rattled through his body hands gripping the railing as he watched the trio continue to do laps around the ice rink. After the third time they passed the girl gave up and sped away to skate elsewhere. Now Sajery kept an eye on the blond man and Kichay silently hoping the man could feel his glare perhaps if he thought the girl left because of it maybe if he believed it hard enough the man would leave Kichay alone. Then just as they passed by for the sixth time
H-Hey!
The blond man had suddenly looped their arms bringing them closer than they should ve for a first-time meeting.
Aww come on-
P-Please let me go I don t want you to do this. Although Sajery would ve shouted Kichay kept his voice at a high-pitched request. The man ignored the growing pleas and attempts to pull away laughing as if they were jokes.
That bastard! Couldn t the stupid human see and hear how frightened his apparent love interest was? Just when he was about to go over and smack some sense into the idiot human Kichay somehow managed to free himself and turned away. Desperation was on the young creature s face as he began to skate towards him easily pulling ahead of the blonde human that tried to chase after him.
He s skating towards me….? S-Sajery I want to go let s go please! Gods his throat was tight his voice thick with unshed tears. Hoping the older man couldn t hear his distress he sat on the bench Sajery was near and began unlacing his skates quickly. It had been too close for someone he didn t even know.
Don t even know… A whimper nearly escaped him when
Hey I didn t mean to startle you Kichay! The man had followed him stepping off the ice. Instinctively Chay drew back as he sat not wanting him any closer.
You may have not meant it but you certainly did. Blinking back the mist that had grown over his eyes he watched Sajery step infront of the man blocking him from going any further. A sudden rush of relief flooded over him calming his racing heart. The blonde man protested making everything seem like an understanding when in truth he d tried to ask rather personal question as they had skated around.
He makes it sound as if nothing he asked was serious… The fact that Sajery stood up for him now…
-such good friends now after yesterday? The idiot human asked scathingly starting to glare at him which the surface demon gladly returned. There was no apparent kindness within this human and knowing that as well as the man had hoped to become more than friends with Kichay was almost enough for him to reduce him to a corpse.
Yes we happen to be good friends so you can just skate off and leave Chay alone. He doesn t like it when people get too close or did you not notice when he was practically begging you to let him go?
The man took a step to the side turning his glare on Kichay mouth parting to probably say some cruel comment not wanting the young one to see such contempt Sajery stepped and blocked his view. Once more he suggested the man leave and it seemed he would but not without a few last remarks.
Good friends my ass! I bet *you* were doing more than begging last night you white-haired goth freak! Trying to buy him off with a drink is that what all whores do? The man quickly looked around Sajery s body before the surface demon could react Did you let him fuck you Chay? Or did you fuck him? Are you a cheap whore too?
Although he knew the human was only saying such things in anger because Kichay wasn t interested he still slapped the damned bastard as hard as he could across the cheek. Shouting. The man began shouting pushing at his chest in an obvious invitation for a fight readily accepted or would ve been if Kichay hadn t stepped between them somehow. Adrenaline quickly disappeared at the younger s quiet plea for them not to fight. Loosing his agressive stance immediately he gently steered the young one to stand to the side before he shielded him once more glaring full at the human who merely glared back before stalking off on his skates.
Sajery hoped one or both of his skate blades could break making his ankles follow suit.
T-Thank you… Terribly quiet Kichay trailed off as he bowed his head. Black locks spilled over his slim shoulders bangs hiding his face which only strengthened the surface demon s desire to offer any kind of comfort. Unsure Sajery reached out slowly not wanting to startle the young one even more and swept the bangs from Chay s face. He wondered if they were soft as they looked and because he was selfish he had a finger tip graze across the human s skin as he tucked the hair behind an ear. To touch his skin without gloves on…Maybe someday in a dream… Round lapis stared into his shimmering with tears but they did not hold fear only curiosity. Encouraged the surface demon did the same on the other side taking care not to tug too hard.
May I ask why there are tears in your eyes?
He could ve told the man right then gave him a chance to walk away from such a- But he didn t tell the truth to why
I-I was just really scared…I mean no stranger has ever been that close….
It was a lie and Kichay hoped Sajery believed it. The man simply patted his arm black-painted lips making a reassuring smile.
They went for coffee again but this time there were periods of silence sometimes when Sajery knew the young human was too lost in thought to answer any questions. Again he walked the human home wanting to do so and lingered close as they walked side by side. Kichay did not seem to mind this infact shuffled so they re arms were touching barely but better than not at all. It was snowing again but Sajery didn t mind – he was growing rather fond of the flakes now once he looked past the minor problems with it. I guess I m growing fond of this human too…There are some problems as well though… The young one had a secret of some sorts guarding it and refusing to tell not that he blamed the human. It would take time for trust to develop in this relationship they had and the surface demon decided then that he wouldn t mind how much time it took. Some feeling had surged through him when he heard the creature cry out when he saw him skate towards him. Not the nearest spot to get off the ice but towards him.
You didn t ask to leave the rink…Because you simply wanted to get away from that bastard man did you? He could not stop the question just as he was leaving turning to face the young one who still remained at the entrance to his apartment building. The dark-haired creature tilted his head to the side cutely and held the skate bag strap to his shoulder before stepping towards him with apprehension. It was unexpected but the surface demon faced the young creature fully. Even though the human was standing on the platform of the entrance his face was still tilted upwards to meet Sajery s face who was standing a step lower.
I did want to leave the rink with you…It s just that man only made me want to leave quicker than I had wanted to… Something in the older man s face made him frown minutely – why was Sajery looking at him expecting more that that? I like you He spoke quietly eyes never leaving the other s dark brown pair that widened with something much like surprise. The frown on his face grew his heart falling a bit I like you Sajery…Don t you like your friends too?
* Sajery never did answer that question. Since that night he and Kichay met up at the outdoor skating rink each night and did not part each other s company until the surface demon left the human on the doorstop of his apartment buildling upon his request. The first week or so of this unspoken arranagement Sajery simply stood by the railing and watched the young one skate sometimes hiding a threatening smile each time Kichay glanced towards him. The human often covered his mouth with a laugh or something like it mimicking him sometimes. Then sometime during the second week Kichay brought an extra skate bag and gave it to the surface demon. Despite his polite protests Kichay had him sit on the bench and wait for him to tie the skates. The young creature did so on his own wish seemingly glad to help out however he could.
Yes…I like my friends too Kichay… There were no rails directly beside the ice so there was no way to keep his balance. Certain his cheeks were red underneath his make-up Sajery did his best to copy the young man as he explained how to move forward without wobbling. It was his first time on skates so maybe that was why the human was so understanding when he was hesitant to try anything more perhaps it was something more when Chay took his hand and helped him balance. Right then the demon reminded himself they were only friends that relationship barrier as effective as the gloves he wore keeping him from truly making contact with the human. Their fingers almost entertwined Kichay s doing and only for a second Sajery wished that they were before simply enjoying himself. There were times when he fell and had Chay fall as well – in those times while he worried that the human would become fed up at his clumsiness the young one laughed and helped him up again face bright with amusement.
Sorry one would think I d fall less after a week or so. Rubbing the back of his neck he gave a small laugh while Kichay helped him up again. It was snowing again the shards of ice caught in a gentle breeze. The young one chattered happily waving off his apology before leading him around the rink once more resuming the moderate pace.
Moderate…Not slow… It was thoughtful of the young one to challenge him a little rather than let him get used to a slow pace before moving on.
Throughout all the emotions he felt during the time spent with the human his wondering only grew little by little.
There were a few nights when Kichay didn t spiral at all even wincing sometimes as he completed some simple tricks. And there were times when all he did was glide around the rink without a single jump. There were some nights when Sajery noticed the human favored turtleneck shirts for some time rather than the loose shirts he seemed to like more. By chance Sajery caught a glimpse of a dark bruise on the younger s pale throat a few other s in the shape of bitemarks. His staring ceased when Kichay adjusted his collar once more probably unware that a glimpse was enough.
It seemed Kichay already had a partner.
I guess…That s fine…I always knew we weren t going to be more than friends… Though he would be lying if he said he wasn t the slightest bit jealous. Unconsiously he tightened his grip around the other s hand and the returning gentle squeeze made him realize what he had done. Some emotion hammered at his heart the beat almost as loud as the music that played and it only grew in force and speed. When did the spark start? The one that grew into the fire he felt within him melting the ice and snow accumulated over his years.
He is beautiful in every sense of the word… Eyes raked over the young one s supple body lined with lean muscles. His hair was bound in a low ponytail tonight swaying behind him as they skimmed over the ice. Without meaning to he began to imagine how it felt to run bare hands across that small frame to hold him close kiss and touch.
I m going to take a break Chay… He parted their fingers quickly before skating back towards their bench face red under his white mask. Vaguely he heard Chay shout something after him but it wasn t important he didn t sound worried angry or anything of the sort.
Probably an Okay! … Stepping off the ice with the same care he used every night Sajery sat his trembling body down eyes automatically searching for Chay.
The more I think about it….The more I wish that it was me…Who was his partner… Dislike aimed at himself began to blossom within his heart – he should ve been happy for Chay that he found someone to love.
Hey Sajery! The younger stopped infront of him mindful that ice did not fly up at him Do you want to go eat now? Sajery noticed that the young one did not ask this while taking his skates off freeing his hair.
He waits for my answer…He doesn t start to get ready to leave… That fire was burning hungry for more Sajery wondered if the human could see it in his eyes as they locked with gentle lapis crinkled with a smile.
Sure where would you like to go?
It was their routine and seldom did it change. Then just after New Year s day Kichay wasn t at the skating rink at six-thirty. Not too concerned yet surprised a little Sajery sat on their bench waiting for the little human to appear smiling that nervous smile with an apology for his lateness. An hour passed and another but still Kichay did not show up the worry grew eyes flickering over the crowd every few minutes.
Kichay… Gathering his things at nine Sajery left the rink hoping the human was alright wherever he was. As he walked home he hugged the borrowed skate bag to his side the other running fingers through his hair to ease his discomfort.
Did something happen to you Chay? As the days passed without no sign of Kichay Sajery s worry only increased. He even tried to visit the young human at his apartment and even after all the trouble of trying to get into the building Chay wasn t there. It was nearly a week before he saw the human again.
Chay! Tired lapis orbs lifted from the ground looked through the curtain of snowflakes and fell upon a familiar person. Their face was unusually lit with emotion more than he had ever seen. Despite the pain he felt everywhere despite the fear of being near his only friend with such a dirty secret Kichay smiled. His heart surely as black as the dark sky above warmed at seeing Sajery again after all that time all that time…
Doing horrible things… Acting on impulse Sajery continued forwards and wrapped arms around the human s slim body holding him close. He stood savoring this first real contact with this dear human who did not protest but return the embrace.
Chay where have you been? He knew all too well of how easily life could be ended having seen a century or so pass.
You could ve been killed somewhere…Maybe when you were coming here or someone could ve jumped you in the alley… So many things could have happened but none did. I was so worried I couldn t even find you at your apartment building Chay. He gave a laugh as he spoke then held back more as he pulled away when Kichay suddenly did so looking at him with such an odd expression. I ran around every floor looking for your apartment. I ll tell you the number system for the doors is terrible.
They didn t skate that night. Neither of them had their skate bags with them and also neither felt the desire to. Sajery noticed immediately that something was bothering the young one sensing a great amount of negative feelings around him. It felt odd for Kichay s spirit to give off such coldness that could rival the wintery air.
Chay…You re usually so…Warm…What happened to you? Just before they finished dessert Kichay began to fidget with his spoon
S-Sajery I-I have a favor to ask you.
* Sajery s suspicions of Kichay bearing deep scars were confirmed that first night the young human slept in his home. Kichay had been kicked out of his apartment with no chance of retrieving his items.
He said there was nothing of value there anyways… The surface demon was leaning against a bed resting his head down on his arms as he knelt. Kichay was moaning in his sleep high and piteous and squirming within the nest of blankets and sheets. Sajery s eyes fell shut as the whimpers Chay gave increased and a faint smile graced his painted lips.
So only now…Do you really show who you are little one… Emotion-clouded dark eyes flickered open focusing on the small wriggling bundle on the bed his bed.
Under the smiles and laughter Kichay cried inside. Whatever it was that plagued the young one s mind and heart it followed him even in sleep.
N-no please!
He gave it a second s thought before crawling up onto the bed careful not to wake the young creature as he slept lightly. Comfortable now Sajery held his breath gathering Kichay into his arms. The human gave a small cry struggled before falling silent instinctively pressing closer into the demon s body at the chance. The fire within him was satisfied for now as he sat with Kichay snuggled against his side keeping him warm.
All night he held the sweet creature shushing his cries that soon faded into silence. And it wasn t just that night but every night after Sajery waited for the human to sleep before climbing onto the bed to cradle him in his lap.
And before the surface demon knew it his heart had thawed completely the winter in his soul had finally reached it s end.
* Weeks of Sajery s nightly visits passed without Kichay knowing until one morning the demon didn t wake in time to set the human down and leave the room.
S-Sajery!? W-What are you doing? The wide lapis stared into his half-lidded eyes that tried to blink away sleep as quickly as possible.
Judging by his reaction… To hear the almost frantic note in the human s voice almost dashed his hopes for more than friendship. But he had to try.
I m holding you I did so while you were sleeping Kichay. He smiled down at the younger sweeping back his dark bangs behind an ear. Sajery tried to steady his breathing slow his heartbeat that only continued to sound louder when he caught sight of those blue orbs shining with some indescribable emotion. Gloved fingers lingered on Kichay s cheek and never before had he wanted to shed the barrier that kept him apart from the human so much. Something within his quivering heart moved and made tears start to form in Sajery s eyes.
D-Did you sleep well Chay? His hesitant question was answered with a very soft yes.
He was met with no protest when he tucked the human into bed later that night and as always he knelt beside the bed and waited for the human to fall asleep. It had been so for the whole time Kichay had stayed with him but now the human knew. And he didn t seem to mind – in fact minutes after being tucked in he sat up and pulled the blankets back with an almost hopeful look. With only a second s hesitation Sajery crawled next to him and with his cheeks warming under his makeup opened his arms.
* Kichay was small the top of his head just fitting under Sajery s chin when he sat on the demon s lap. At night whenever Sajery twined his arms around the younger s waist his hands always met passing over the wrists. Their relationship had become unspokenly romantic moments of embracing and snuggling together increasing. Every moment passed was sweet made Sajery feel blessed at such a companion but his wondering began once more. He felt an odd feeling of something tainting their times when they cuddled and slept together. Whatever it was it made Kichay unconsiously whimper sometimes when he tugged the young one into his lap to cradle him during the night. It made Kichay shyly accept a hug before clinging onto him almost desperately murmuring a thank-you.
The human said that often and as its frequency increased Sajery worked up the courage to ask about the secret Kichay hid.
Hey Voice soft he pressed his lips ontop of the younger s crown before laying a cheek atop his head Chay do you remember that guy at the rink the one that scared you? A shiver passed through the human s body silently answering his question to feel it made his heart move once more at knowing there was such a scar upon Kichay s heart.
Yes I remember him why do you ask Sajery? The human turned in his arms looking up at him with a faintly sad smile.
Because you re troubled by it and I have a guess to why… With a mirthless laugh Sajery suddenly pressed the creature against his chest in an embrace brow forming a scowl as he lowered his face into Kichay s soft tresses.
Chay… His voice was thick trying to follow his anger and still remain soft Chay who hurt you? Tears wanted to well in his eyes once more but he blinked them away as he pulled back to cup the younger s face to meet his.
S-Sajery why do you- Beautiful blue eyes faltered as they looked into his hands placing over Sajery s gloved ones to probably free what kept him facing up.
He shushed the human moving his thumb from the human s cheek to rest upon Kichay s lips. Tenderly he stroked the surely petal-soft skin
I ask you because I can feel something every time I touch you…You may not realize it but you whimper whenever I hug you hold you close…When you sleep you have nightmares crying out and pleading for someone to stop…
As he said this the pain he had felt at those said times the pain of having to listen and be unable to do anything hit him full force tears formed in his eyes.
Who are you saying that to Chay? No shhh shhh it s alright sweetheart… Trailing off he wrapped his arms around the human rocking him gently in his lap. Kichay had began to cry his thin shoulders starting to shake. Shushing the young one the demon had Chay turn around so their chests were pressing together. Easier to embrace him now Sajery did so rubbing soothing circles on the human s back.
Don t cry Chay…Shhh it breaks my heart to hear you cry…
* Afterwards it took a month before Kichay told his secret. Almost quaking with what seemed to be fear the human whispered hoarsely one night about what had pained him so greatly. When Kichay was living on his own he hadn t earned enough to keep himself alive and rent his tiny apartment as well. Tears of shame prickled at the human s eyes which were gently brushed away from the surface demon who quietly asked him to continue.
With much trembling and in a wavering voice Kichay told Sajery that he paid the apartment building caretaker for rent with his body. A deal had been made that Kichay would allow the caretaker to do anything he wished. One night turned into many and that single human nightmare became several when the caretaker rented Chay out to other people.
Dirty.
Disgusting.
Cheap.
Worthless.
Chay rambled off other words to describe himself as he cried face hidden in his hands.
I m sorry.
I should have told you.
I had no way to pay I ran away from home b-because my own father…
Please don t send me away.
A strength grew within Sajery s heart building with such force he gasped in breath with his tightening chest. And in some single moment as he watched this human sob into shaking hands
I still love you. Left his lips before he leaned forward hands leaving the young one s sides moving to cup reddened cheeks. Glassy blue eyes stared up into his in disbelief before those parted lips began to question to why. Ready to back off at any hint of protest Sajery finally brushed lips with Chay even then his lipstick barred him from true contact.
But he was still afraid of revealing his nature.
Kichay nuzzled his lips arms reaching around his neck with small needful sound. The young one moved too quickly – Sajery wanted to take his time in loving the human. He slid his fingers down until they rested lightly on slim shoulders halting Chay for a moment to shush him gently. Sloppy and rough couplings was what Sajery had guessed the human had experienced he didn t want Kichay to feel he had to do so with him.
I ll take care of you… He whispered softly trying to catch the other s gaze which met his with a barely audible gasp. Lapis orbs shimmered with tears before they curved from a beautiful smile more lovely than the sun breaking through clouds.
* The movie was interesting but could not contend with his young human who sat in his lap back against his chest. The top of his head brushed against Sajery s chin and every quiet giggle Kichay made reverberated through his body. Even after three weeks of starting a new platform of their relationship the human was timid at kisses or any affectionate touch. Closing his eyes ignoring the love story wanting to focus on his own story the surface demon kissed behind Chay s ear. The young one gave another sound squirming arching his stomach slightly as he dragged fingertips on the soft skin.
Kichay had accepted his nature a week ago right after Sajery finally shed his mask. The white makeup had hidden red splotches on his face the stains trailing down his neck. The gloves had obscured mottled red skin and already-lengthening claws. Because of past wars and the need to protect his homeland Sajery had taken part in a war and with every kill he made wherever blood made contact with his skin it became a permanent stain.
Does he not care…These claws of mine could tear him to shreds…? Although he had clipped them short an hour ago they were just a little over the tips of his finger not forming a sharp point yet. Chay gave breathy moans brought on by tracing fingers on his exposed stomach and having the lobe of his ear nibbled on. Every sound was intoxicating the love he held for such a sweet creature growing stronger each day. Despite Sajery s dark alignment the human still loved him in return allowed him the priviledge of running hands down his body. But there were certain limits that Sajery wished to break.
The humiliation of being used as a whore surely made a lasting scar that stung everytime he ran a fingertip somewhere on Chay s body. The fear and desperation for understanding combined made it difficult to gain anything more than honey kisses and endless nights of snuggling and cuddling.
But I said I d take care of you…I ll heal you too dear heart…. Capturing the human s lips he sat up straighter making Kichay in his lap shift as well. Then fingers that drew circles on Chay s stomach slid lower massaging a finely muscled abdomen.
N-No Sajery I m-
You re not dirty Chay…Shhhh
Both sentences were automatic.
Relax Chay…Try to forget about what they did had you do… Kichay tensed so quickly it hurt to see and feel. The surface demon licked the shell of his lover s ear while shushing the young one s barely audible whimpers. Aiming to ease Kichay s fear of such intimate touches Sajery continued to move slow never wanting to become like the others that hurt and made Chay bleed. Made him cry and feel miserable. Hands rose up the slim waist the human s shirt riding up his torso Kichay gave a small cry sitting straight a firm grip stopping Sajery s wrists. The sudden heavy breathing of his human concerned the demon – one small move and everything tensed in his lover.
Ki-chay… Whispering into the fine locks against his face Sajery closed his eyes I won t ever hurt you…You know that I hope. Freeing his wrist from the human s hold he swept aside his lover s hair and nuzzled lips against the back of Chay s neck.
I-I know I just act b-before thinking Sajery. The young one stammered probably at his kisses and massaging hand on his stomach. A shaking gasp left his lover s lips and almost hesitantly the human turned to look back at his face emotions and sensations coloring his cheeks.
It feels good different from what others have done…I don t mean to be afraid.
I know sweetheart…Will you let me touch you? I want to make you feel good Kichay. Sajery lifted a hand to hold his lover s face thumb stroking over the soft skin. As soon as he saw a faint nod of approval the demon felt his heart soar at such an honor.
I will take care of you dearest… Once more he skimmed fingers up Kichay s body tugging along the shirt as well and brushed against pert nubs. The young one started to squirm as Sajery gently tweaked his nipples kissing the side of his neck with words of reassurance that this was not dirty or wrong.
S-Sajery! A breathy gasp left his lips sharp and ripe with desire. His skin was on fire only cooled by the older man s touch. He trembled unable to remain still or quiet Sajery was lapping the hollow of his neck fingers caressing his chest then trailing down massaging his flat stomach. A moan escaped him at the shivers of heat running down to his groin and with cheeks coloring Chay tried not to make sounds. The man who ran the apartment building had commented on his sounds – Whimpering for it like a little slut. The caretaker hadn t known that Kichay was terrified unable to speak and could only inch away with disgust in his heart before being tugged far closer than he wanted.
Other people had touched his body but it had been rough groping that left bruises broke his skin from dragging nails. And they always laughed – a frightening sound of power often accompanied by degrading names. He squirmed let his head fall back on Sajery s shoulder looking at the ceiling with parted lips as hands ran down his sides.
Hearing his name whispered once more the demon paused his ministrations and simply savored the feel of holding such a lovely creature. Kichay stirred feelings in his once-frozen heart warming it to near scalding. Every little thing the human did Sajery noticed realizing what fears Chay gave up while in his arms.
When he arches his back moves into my touch… Reaching around he held the young one s chin and tipped it to the side. Tears clung to dark lashes surrounding darkened blue eyes which met Sajery s with some hesitance. But Chay was smiling it was a small smile but it looked ready to grow or break depending on what the demon did.
I d never break something of yours…Not ever a smile or anything… Dipping his head down he brushed lips with the young human mumuring of his love before giving a sweet kiss. With half-lidded eyes he saw Kichay s face nearly crumple with tears but he did not pull away only whimpered against his mouth.
Running his tongue on the lower lip Sajery gave a moan when Chay accepted his request and parted his lips allowing him to explore. Sometime before his hands started to move again running across soft skin. Wanting to take his lover to the skies and above as slow as he could the demon slid his fingers down Chay s sides to follow the waistband of his loose jeans. Sajery lessened their kiss hoping that his human would notice where his hands were but Kichay whimpering sealed their mouths once more.
Sweet embers… Long before his loins had flared with heat but this time was for Chay. Knowing that their shared moment could end at this he continued to lower his hand fingers following the rounded bulge before cupping it loosely.
Nnn- S-Sajery! Eyes flew open with a cry before falling shut once more with a gasp Chay leaned back against him head tilted upwards on his shoulder. Finding no protest Sajery unhindered by the weight of doubt caressed Kichay through the demin kissing his neck.
The movie was long forgotten. Sajery felt near drowning at the emotions within him as he continued to touch and ravish his young lover. His Kichay hadn t ceased his approving moans or eager whimpers that stirred his groin nor had the human stopped arching into his hand inadvertantly driving the demon mad with desire. Taking it further Sajery tugged the human s neckline down and dragged lips over the exposed shoulder. With his other hand he pressed Chay close before unbuttoning his lover s jeans slowy parting the zipper.
Turn around sweetheart… He asked softly nibbling gently on Chay s earlobe. Almost immediately the young one eased out of his lap and faced him steadying himself. At some point tears had spilled making shining trails down his face. Carefully Kichay straddled the demon s thighs legs spreading without blush or look of shame. His mouth parted at each breath lips trembling lust-darkened lapis stared into his full of love. Not ever going to betray that gift the demon twined arms around his human s narrow waist and tugged him closer for a kiss. Chay s hands held his face thumbs brushing against his bare skin – no mask or shield to hide behind. Their tongues flicked against each other tasting sending trembles throughout both.
So sweet… After touching and kissing Sajery eased his hands downwards and held the young one s sides right above where his body flared slightly at his hips. Dark brown eyes locked with shimmering blue and their lips met once more. Easing his hand Sajery palmed his lover s cloth-covered groin taking in the gasp his Chay made as they kissed. Closing his hand over the buldge he pumped his fingers a few times before slipping them through the jean and boxer fabric holding his breath while Kichay panted for it.
Another cry escaped him his body extremely sensitive hands grabbed blindly at his older lover and gripped his shirt tightly. It was unbelievable that Sajery wanted to touch him anywhere while being what he was. Shame darkened the blush over his cheeks eyes filling with more tears –
Does he know how many times I-I did this to another…? Bare skin touched bare skin. Heat flared through his whole body and only grew as his lover freed him from the restricting cloth.
S-Sajery… His whispered hoarsely rising his body slightly to aid his older lover. The demon s bare hand cupped his arousal the other hand reaching under fingers rolling his testicles while guiding both free. A gentle squeeze sent shockwaves through the young one s body and with a whimper Chay closed hands over Sajery s blue eyes meeting brown. The other understood and let him finish the task the backs of his hands running down his sides. Shiting on his lover s lap Kichay gasped cool air meeting his groin. Shivering he wrapped fingers around the base before drawing upwards. With his other hand he pumped his soft sacs shifting again.
A sob escaped him. Tears started to trickle down his smooth face that lowered as did his hands. Fingers tried to tip his chin up but he turned away fighting down threatening sobs. His body savored every sensation but his heart refused. It wasn t right.
I-I can t do it…I can t not while I-I keep seeing myself do that for others. Despite his human s tears his voice wavered only a little. Dark brown softened considerably as they regarded his crying lover. I-I m
trying Sajery…But I keep thinking I don t deserve pleasure not after being such a slut. The young one looked up suddenly staring at the demon through tears I whimpered for them too I couldn t help it. I felt so so dirty…Whores don t deserve pleasure don t deserve a-anything for being such filth…Pleasure would only seem like a reward!
The young one s voice broke his sobs muffled by hands that hid his face from view. Sajery simply watched wondering how long this weight had been carried.
Does he really think that? A thoughtful frown creased his brow as he rubbed soothing circles on Chay s back.
Kichay He said softly caressing his lover s tearstreaked face. His beloved human looked up holding back a sobbing breath. Pale lips free of clinging lipstick made a tender smile
Kichay what do you think you deserve? Leaning he rested his forehead against his lover s holding his cheek. The young one said nothing holding back more threatening cries.
You did what you did thats in the past now. I think Sajery pressed a loving kiss to Chay s crown That you deserve loving touch to be loved and cared for. And- Lowering his face into his human s neck he suckled gently. He could feel Kichay moan feel his legs tremble against his. Pleasure falls under all three. I want to pleasure you make you feel good Kichay.
If you re uncomfortable unsure anything I can wait. I
will wait for you dearest.
Tears dried on his lower lashes as he met eyes with his demon lover. Shards of dark brown flecked with hazel stared into his consumed with passion. Filled with kindness and a love he d never thought to see aimed at himself. His body soiled by many hands was held close to Sajery by a hand wrapped around his waist and other hand still brushing against his drying face. What did he deserve? Sliding his eyes away his pale cheeks staining pink Kichay took Sajery s caressing hand and held it before guiding it down into his lap.
Chay?
Spoken lightly as if daring to believe fell into silence save their breathing. Licking his dry lips Kichay placed his hands behind him leaning his body back so it hovered over the bed as he knelt still seated in his lover s lap. He was vulnerable yes but confident he would not be hurt.
Oh Gods… A sound escaped him as gentle fingers wrapped around his length squeezing and sending currents through his body. It felt familiar but this time it did not make him want to throw up recoil in disgust. He was being loved not degraded. The pink on his cheeks turned a dull red as more of his length gained attention.
Taking his time exploring every inch of Kichay s member Sajery marvelled at how soft the skin was and took in every curve and vein. The younger shifted in his lap mewling face open and pleading silently. Such a sweet expression his parted mouth trying to gain breath sweatdrops forming on his brow. Abruptly the demon withdrew his touch Chay gave a sound of disappointment starting to rise himself upwards.
No Chay it s alright. He slipped his shirt off in one fluid motion bearing his naked chest for his lover to see. Regardless of the stains of blood his skin remained smooth..
Years ago I d never do this… Expose any of his skin have a face clear of makeup and paint. Leave his gloves off. Most of all to love another. Demons were always told that such a thing was not for them that no creature human angel or even demon would spare any soft emotion towards them.
Hell s Embers… Whoever started the idea were so very wrong or maybe his Kichay was one out of a million. The young human had just shed his shirt as well looking away adorably shy. Tipping his head back minutely he laughed tucking white bangs behind an ear
You re so beautiful my love… Lips descended and roamed across the fine collarbone the curve of his shoulder nipped gently at a slender wrist then journeyed back to his lover s chest. Shushing the human s moans he lapped down the fine line between his breastbone before making his way to a nipple. Laving the nub with his tongue he reached over and tweaked the other enjoying the whines the human gave.
S-Sajery! A cry escaped him as he rocked his hips in the tunnel the demon s fingers made.
Oh Gods… Catching his lower lip between teeth he tipped his head back hands fisting in the sheets as he arched his body upwards into his lover s pumping hand. Helpless. He was helpless just as he had been in the past while he was everyone s slut. At some point tears welled in his eyes but he could still see Sajery s face through them. His body jerked the squeezing hand dragging up and down his pulsing length. But this helplessness was different from those other times – then he had felt guilty pleasure a feeling that pleased his body but not his heart. The poor sensations had never reached his heart only broke it more and more. Bent over a table lying spread-eagle on a dirty mattress against a wall – he always cried and sobbed but wanted to whimper and moan unable to ignore the pleasure.
Quickening his strokes the demon watched carefully for any signs of discomfort in his lover. Any hint that he was scared unsure or did not wish for touch – in contrast all he saw was a beautiful face taut with need.
Sweet embers of hell…The sounds he makes… Every noise Kichay made something in his lower abdomen tighten made tingles run to his groin. Leaving the human s side his free hand joined the other caressing before eaching under cupping the testicles. Chay paused his arching shifting his weight leaning back on his arms. Their eyes met Chay s lips forming a word over and over again sometimes audible but barely.
It was the demon s name.
Sajery shushed him quietly regarded the human with curiously-glazed brown eyes before making a smile. With great care he rolled the soft sacs in his palm thumb pressing in slightly to test the resilience. Chay gave a yelp that changed into a dragging moan high and pleading. Stroking his hand once more the demon simply watched.
Something began to build up inside him gaining from his pleasure which felt much more gratifiying all of a sudden. Tipping his head back Kichay shut his eyes tight the effort of rocking his hips and body tiring but very well worth it. His quiet mantra lessened as breath became harder to draw in wasted on his wanton cries.
S-sa nnn good… The hands alternated pumping his sacs drawing a thumb against them but the other hand stroked his length touch lingering. The pace began to grow as did the tight feeling in his abdomen. Then it began to fade quickly his lover s hands ceasing their movements.
Sajery? Please more? Chest heaving he waited every second passed that gathering warmth cooled. Lust-darked blue eyes darted over his demon s face waiting for any response.
Sajery? Leaning forward with one hand the other still leaning back supporting his weight Kichay clasped a hand over Sajery s coaxing it to move again. Seeing nothing he rolled his hips into the demon s hand desperate for more.
No my love… The older wriggled his hand out from under Chay s and rested over it Confused disappointed that every trace of pleasure had suddenly disappeared Chay sat up lips parting for question before closing once more.
Did I do something wrong? His other hand met Sajery s which twined fingers with his before his demon leaned forward catching him in a kiss. Moaning his approval tongue flicking against the other s Chay rocked his hips again seeking more pleasure.
Parting Sajery brought up his hand still twined with Chay s and kissed each of the young one s fingers.
Kichay… He brought their hands down and set it down in the human s lap You do it sweetheart… Wet lapis eyes met his briefly before the faltered narrowing with concentration. The demon let his hands wander wrapping around his lover s waist running down the smooth line of his back caressing his sweating face. It took much control to not arch his hips upwards grind his arousal against Chay as the human rocked his body into his stroking hand.
His breath caught something low in his abdomen